First Child















Mimi Lee



And the rest of kids;















The progress.

Thank You.






















I'm finally free from my reckless driving charge.
You were in a car with me driving crazy.
When your body aches from the accident, my heart drops.

It has been a weird year for you & I.

But you've been there to support always.

"Thank You" for loving me as who I am.


I love you, Joycie.

Please Check This One Out.



Let us think before we speak.
Consider the others.



On the other note, forget Rosie's approach of comedy.
This is comedy.

Thoughts

"I'd like to close my eyes, go numb
but there's a cold wind coming from
the top of the highest high-rise today.
It's not a breeze 'cause it blows hard.
Yes and it wants me to discard the humanity I know,
watch the warmth blow away.

So don't let the world bring you down.
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive
experience the warmth before you grow old.

So do you think I should adhere to that pressing new frontier?
And leave in my wake a trail of fear?
Or should I hold my head up high
and throw a wrench in spokes by
leaving the air behind me clear?"

Going Back To The Beginning.





This clip shows how Noel & Liam were happy back then. Before they made lots of money, friends, and a name for themselves. As most of people know they are not having a good brotherhood, trouble after troubles.

Sometimes it's good to know that it's not too late to be happy again.
Happiness doesn't require much effort to obtain.

I wonder why it got worsen between my brother John & I.
It takes me a great deal of concentration to bring up a picture of John's smiling face in my head.

I'm still having trouble getting to know of my mother.

I don't know how my father is doing.

My love realtionships were chaotic,

And I'm still serching for my own self.

(To be continued..)

My Best Friend, Kevin.



























This was taken on his last birthday (7/19/06).
His sister gave him the pictures of his children.

Poor man, he went through some dramas last year.
Cheer up Kev!

I Guess This One's a Copy, Too.















If you only knew...

Get Your Facts Straight.






I had this post up back in September.
To be more specific, originally, I embeded this video on a post from
"videocodezone.com" and the person who posted this video
decided to take it off.
In result, my post got a blank screen, so I took it off.

Now someone put it back on "youtube.com" therefore here it is. Yet again.

Copying... My ass.

Sadness.

Yes,

I am the biggest loser of all the history of mankind.

Goodbye.

What ravages of spirit
conjured this temptuous rage,
created you a monster,
broken by the rule of love?
And fate has led you through it.
You do what you have to do.
And fate has led you through it.
You do what you have to do.

And I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know how to let you go.

Every moment marked
with apparitions of your soul.
I'm ever swiftly moving,
trying to escape this desire,
the yearning to be near you.
I do what I have to do.
The yearning to be near you.
I do what I have to do.

And I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know how to let you go.
I don't know how to let you go.

A glowing ember, burning hot,
And burning slow.
Deep within, I'm shaken by the violence
of existing for only you.

I know I can't be with you.
I do what I have to do.
I know I can't be with you.
I do what I have to do.

And I have the sense to recognize
But I don't know how to let you go.
I don't know how to let you go.

Note To Self.

Get a grip, Albert.

Why?















I heard an Hydraulic system lowering the vehicle for an easy access for it's passengers.

So much for being a 'disabled' these days.

Dear You.

Rare Moment.


My eyes got teary while listening to a song...


I've found Judy Garland.

Rocco.


























Yup. He is resting on top of a refrigirator.
He eats, drinks, and sleeps...
Besides what else does he do when he's not on top of a refrigirator?




Cuddle up in a kitchen-sink.














That's my boy, Rocco.

From an Old Stash

I've put this video on because of the song.
So don't let those goofy Japanese bastards make you laugh.



Title: My Lover's Box.
Album: Garbage. 1995.
Artist: Garbage

Thoughts.

She said,

"why don't you come here and take care of this relationship?"

I went, I saw, I was not welcome.

What caused her to miss me?

What caused her to ignore me?

I was in a Wonderland all by myself.

As she would've said, "I told you so"

Even so, at least I've been to a Wonderland.

Disclaimer.

"When using any driving directions or map, it's a good idea to do a reality check and make sure the road still exists, watch out for construction, and follow all traffic safety precautions. This is only to be used as an aid in planning." - Yahoo Maps.


P.S. Three of my thoughts ensemble that statement.

Good Conversation.

her: What is my favorite candle?

me: I think it starts with 'm' something?

her: No... You don't know what is my favorite candle.

me: I slip every now and then.

her: You are not a good stalker.

me: Yea... But I think, I know majority of the rest though.




* I almost did ask "What's the name of your favorite flower?"

Thank God for having a strength to hold myself back.
Hew, that was close.

Dark Side.


Yea, I think I'm depressed.

I fucking hate everybody.